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The Blame Game. The Blame Game
How about we play a game.
So we will know who is to blame.
We'll spin the dice and take a turn.
And hurt each other until it burns.
I can't believe what you have done.
Filled us with lies of Kingdom come.
You preached of a God oh so great.
Yet now it seems we are of different fates
There will be no hypocrites beyond His door.
Nor salvation for the wicked to their core.
No place for the deceitful with silver tongues
or those who have been lost since they were young.
For you who cant stand to see your mother.
Have only become a dreadful bother.
Spewing your hate from here to there.
You will one day face a life so bare.
You speak of a Kingdom and Father's love,
Yet when faced a problem; were the first to shove.
A coward hiding behind twisted lies.
Then questioned why we broke all ties.
Don't get me started on your transgressions.
Your problems you caused with pure aggression.
You fought, and screamed, and manipulated.
Your husbands left beaten and berated
Let's runaway to Never-land.
Let's do it; just you and me.
We wont have to look back again,
we'll finally be truly free.
We won't be forced to surrender
or face the problems here.
We'll carve a new place for our own
And let the world just disappear.
We'll face pirates, ghosts, and fairies.
And dream our nights away.
Wont grow old, be forgotten or perish.
so promise me you'll stay.
We'll lead a band of vagabonds.
And climb up through the trees.
We'll fly kites till our discretion
all in the summer breeze.
Time will stop in time for dreaming.
And we'll never be hurt again.
We'll be happy and comforted
so come on lets go my friend.
We'll face our OWN reality
and be spared from a dying world.
Within our place of fantasy
the red carpet's been unfurled.
Take my hand my dear one
the adventures are waiting now.
Just jump into the magic
I promise I'll show you how.
You see you are all I need.
In this world of imperfection
I'll show you a life of happiness
free of tu
On the inside. On The inside
Peel at the surface
and hope to reach the base
of a reality you used to know
a once so pretty face
Left behind by isolation
and rendered a useless foe
you're marred by imperfection
that you yourself have sewn
Yet you scratch at the surface
digging deeper for the answers
do you even know the question?
As it gnaws at you like cancer
Tearing back the layers
as the creature starts to show
are you scared of your own reflection
as the pain begins to grow
So lost and unattended
as the infection settles in
corrupting from the inside
as your walls are caving in
yet you remove another layer
as the darkness seems to grow
you rip into your being
as you pay back what you owe
The scraps of you left scattered
piling high upon the floor
you keep looking for your sanity
do you even know what for?
What task is oh so daunting
that you keep punishing for more
so that maybe past the surface
is your weak and burdened core
All you really have is nothing
but the mess you have
Hope you know. Hope You Know
I hope you know I loved you.
every single day.
And always wished you the best
in every prayer that I'd say.
I hope you know you're special
and no one can contest.
And that you are unique
and quite simply the best.
I hope you know you're strong
and dont let things break you down.
That you may stand your ground
but remember to be a clown.
I hope you remember to smile
and think of tomorrow as new.
That you never let your past
be something too painful to review.
I hope you are a gentleman
and act like you were raised.
Surpass every expectation
and never let your mind be fazed.
I hope you know you're talented
and handsome that is true.
And no matter where you go
I will always comfort you.
I hope you know that distance
wont keep us far apart.
For since you were so little
you always had my heart.
I hope you know that life is hard
but you still must merely try.
That it is full of wonders
so don't let them pass you by.
I hope you know I love you
Soldier-boyGo on ahead little soldier-boy
make your mama proud.
Serving your country with loyalty,
your courage knows no bounds.
Keep your head up, soldier-boy,
a cold gun is in your fingers,
and although days have passed,
the memories will always linger.
Keep praying good ol' soldier-boy
as bombs paint across the sky.
Your friends are in a better place
no time for you to cry.
Don't stop moving my brave soldier-boy
the sun has not yet set
the enemy is closing in
one shot is all that's left.
Hold your breath scared soldier-boy
the fiends are at your tail
they'll hunt you down mercilessly
as your mission is marked 'fail'
Close your eyes dear soldier-boy
and pray up to your God.
The pain is building in your chest
and your vision is getting flawed.
It will be over soon sweet soldier-boy
as some bunker down and cry
the fight for you is over
some men were born to die.
Goodbye my brave soldier-boy
your life burned out like an ember.
Your sacrifice wasn't for naught.
And we will always remember.
I'm sick.I'm sick.
You just cant see it
as its hiding in my mind.
Slithering through my veins
as it tars my withered lungs.
There are monsters
but not in closets
or hidden under the bed.
They are the ghosts
of past regrets
and scars left unhealed.
I just don't show it
as I smile to let you know
that I am 'ok'
even if on the inside
I am not.
That you will notice
and leave me
SmilesSometimes my life wont be what it seems.
Masked behind stories and broken old dreams.
Ignorance is only bliss to those who dont know
Leaving me to bleed and suffer in this woe.
Engaged in this play that we all assume.
Safe in a fantasy till we are consumed.
Your Voice.Your voice still lingers
Ringing lonely through my brain
A ghost that haunts me nightly
Bringing with it countless pain
The sound it made when you laughed
Or the times I heard you cry
The way you said you loved me
And the time you said good bye
I know I shouldn’t feel this
Words caught within my neck
Missing you is hopeless
I’m such a foolish wreck
Too late to regret messes
Take back words that were ill
I’ve created a pit of darkness
That nothing seems to fill.
Call it silly or guilt ridden
These thoughts plague me every night
To want you back so dearly
Though I’ve lost every single right.
I hear our old messages
The songs you used to sing
And every time I’m lonely
I wish the phone would ring
But it’s too late to take back heartbreak
Change the path I know traverse
And though it pains me to acknowledge
It could have all been worse.
I know that you now hate me
It matches what I feel.
And though you are still hurting
Just know that it was real.
ShardsThe dream shatters around me like a broken mirror.
Pieces of you surround me, but nothing seems to be clear.
I'm still cleaning up the mess you made.
You should have put down your fear,
You could have stayed.
I'm done chasing.
I've stopped running.
Have you even noticed that I'm walking the other way?
I'm cut by the shards of what's left of who you were.
Red tears stain the surface while the world is in a blur.
I Will Love MeI measure
Through your eyes to only
When I see myself
If you do
Not love me
Then why even bother
To tell me
I'm special at all
From now on
For living is not
For some one
Who’d throw me aside
Will love me
The way I had wanted
Love me first
Our Poor JesterOur poor Jester bit off more than she could chew,
I suppose it was inevitable, being the human in the crew.
It happens to all of us, and we all must start anew,
But still, our poor poor Jester, you have us, your crew.
Now I know you might not want a Reaper's comforts,
And well, even despite my best efforts.
The touch of death is hardly the greatest of comforts,
Even though an Angel's pity is one of the sweetest of desserts.
Callous hands and callous ways, coupled with a callous tongue,
I cannot help but feel I'm to blame, at least if only for some.
Please know, none of it was intended, I never tried to depress you,
Guys, it looks like our poor Jester has bit off more than she can chew.
Don't worry though Riddle, we have people to take care of you,
The perfect person, an Angel for comfort, and of course Sarah too.
Our poor poor Jester has bitten off more than she can chew...
But as long as we have breath in our lungs, we will look after you.
My SmileThe rain falls outside,
While tears fall inside.
You see me smile for the
But only because you don't
Know the real me.
So next time you say,
"You have a beautiful
Just remember, I'm hiding
Dark secrets and pain
On the inside and scars on
Just thought I should let
You know before you call me
"The Freak Show!"
Mixed EmotionsShe lays her head down and tries to push away the pain. She closes her eyes to try to shut out the world as liquid sorrow rolls down her cheeks. "Why?" Her shattered voice says. Why was she left alone, ignored, left behind. There's a knock on her bedroom door. "Just ignore it" she says to herself, "they'll just call me a cry baby". After a few more minutes they leave. "Guess they really don't care." Then more tears come. "A nobody, that's all I'll ever be", she thinks to herself. Silent sobs can be heard coming from room if you listen close enough. Another knock. She hears the door open and someone slip into the room and reclose the door. "Hey, you alright?" a deep but soft voice says. She knows who it is and can feel herself smile. Someone sits down on the bed and rest his hand on her back. "What's the matter" he says as he wipes away her tears. Her throat closes up when she tries to tell him and sadness comes up again, just not as much as before. "If it's about before, they are wrong
True Lies Your smile was kind, you hug was sweet, you no longer made me feel weak.
Your lips so tender, your kiss so raw, you helped my frozen heart thaw.
You were my dream, my love forever, always together.
That was then, before you changed.
Now you hate, never gentle, you went mental.
Promises you broke, dreams shattered, all by your laughter.
My heart frozen, once again, never to be touched again.
Where did you go, why did you turn so cold?
Tears now fall, engines stall, I miss you all.
I left everyone, their so sad, always mad.
Without a helping hand, I was left to fall, losing it all.
The truth was lies, the lies were true, and now I'll never get over you.
Insanity of LovePigs are soaring through the sky
I can see them too
It's with silver wings they fly
They all belong to you
Trees can be your friends, my dear
We know they won't betray
When the others seem to leer
They will not run away
And if you want to sleep tonight
Underneath the stars
I think that it will be alright
If I fend off the centaurs
The spider's spinning round and round
You're watching it with me
Its focus can astound
Whilst we drift idly
This room that's filled with clocks
Creates a kind of peace
We're trapped inside a box
Refusing to release
I know that you're not sane
My love, but neither am I
And when your hope begins to wane
On me you can rely
Dread to DareThere she cowers, in the cold heart of blackness,
Scratching claws, stupidity, on iron bars,
Despair only driving her to madness;
Her mind in torment, reminding ageless scars.
Pacing back and forth in her confinement,
She laments like an animal, trapped forever;
Tears grace her cheeks with bitterness not refinement;
She plotted her escape but they screamed, No never!
She’s done this to herself resignation no other
She’s signed up for torment, she’s signed up for hell!
Wandering from one restricting corner to another
Ragged, torn, and crawling filth; they swear, don’t tell.
Her ashen cheeks all sunken and hollow
Her hopes once dared to dance, locked down forever
And this is the hell, that was willed follow
Hope, her little friend, now tethered at the end
She wouldn’t give herself a chance, if honestly she did
She’d been freed not pathetic existing beast
In the depths of her beating chest tears protruded
A whisper for help her cumbersome li
Me and You.Before we drown in uncertainties
and throw away old priorities.
Lets replay all the old lullabies.
Even if only save goodbyes.
Do you remember all the late nights?
Before our disputes and all of our fights?
The way you held me in the cold.
Or the way you promised 'till we are old'.
Do you have the trinkets I sorely left.
Hear our laughs that now fallen deaf.
Find our pictures in old worn boxes?
That lay so hidden like wary foxes.
Lets try again through hopeful wishes.
we hold back tears, more broken dishes.
We see the mess we created.
Our once happy bubble, now deflated.
The bags all packed and tied so tight.
Our home so warm now cold at night.
We'll soon leave so don't be mad.
The silence killed the 'love' we had.
How did we come to fall so far.
Our broken hearts kept in a jar.
A love we once thought was so true.
Leave broken memories of me and you.
AerosolIt has been a day and a half since the crash, and I have found a cabin. In some ways, this is a relief. I don’t know if I could face another night on the mountain without shelter. Outside, a fire does no good: the heat simply travels upwards. However, this place also raises some difficult questions. I estimate that I’ve put eight miles between myself and the crash site. I don’t know if this will be enough. It Saving...
occurs to me that I don’t really know anything.
The survival manual recommends staying with the plane. It explains that this affords the best chance of rescue. It explains that the wreckage offers warmth and shade. It explains that seventy percent of pilots who stay are located within three days, while seventy percent of those who leave are
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