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Hey y'all! So I've been toying with the thought of deleting this account that I've had for over 6 years. The concept of which, is I want to redo old poems, fix grammatical errors, and simply attempt the idea of literature freshly, like when I was bright eyed and bushy tailed those 6 years ago. I have new poems in store, some darker and some sillier. What are y'all thoughts behind this? 
She's dreaming of flowers and dresses in white
while I thinking of shadows
and caskets closed tight.
She's dancing with angels
and singing her glee
while I'm choking on sorrow
and refusing to breathe
Through ballads of splendor
and bouquets of roses
I'm counting the pills
and doubling doses
She’s picked all the place mats and picked out a day
I'm counting down minutes till I'm finally 'ok'
She waits for the stars and makes dozens of wishes
I'm holding my wrists and counting the stitches
She is such a marvel, a future so bright
I’ll be surprised if I last through the night
She’s smiling for pictures and standing so high
I wonder if she'll even hear my goodbye
She's dreaming of roses
and dressed up in White
I'm finally peaceful with my casket sealed tight.
What do you dream?
a very angsty poem. these past few days have been rough, i cant say that things get better, but I hope they do. Im exhausted of everything right now. 
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Come one, come all
Come see this creature on display
Come see her cut herself in half
It's great than what you pay

Come stare at this strange wonder
As she mopes and cries and roars
She won't be here for far too long
her life will go on tour

Just see the beasts strange habits
She'll claw at her own skin
Don't worry she's not contagious
The monsters are safe within

It's fine to crowd you're welcome
It will send her into a whirl
Just poke and prod and do dissect
Into a ball she'll curl

Call her all the names you imagine
I'm sure she's heard them all before
Cut her down to pieces
What else is she here for?

At this grand bazaar of freaks and things
She's my favorite and I'm sure you see why
She thought she could be like a bird
But the dumb thing can not fly.

So step right up sirs and ladies
Don't worry about the pay
Just step up close and stare
At a freak that's on display.
Yes I'm reaching out for help.
I know I have a problem
I understand they're all inside my head
Give me a minute to try to solve them

I get that it’s hard to comprehend.
It’s an issue I'm well aware
And if you know how to fix me
You’re more than welcome to share.

Yes, I can tell I'm not speaking
But my actions should scream louder than words
Don’t mind me while I'm slowly imploding
I'll keep it contained inside my wards

I can tell you're a bit frustrated
I feel for you really I do
As soon as my episode is over
I'll gladly tell you I'm through

I heard that it’s just a silly little phase
A bump along life's long twisting path
You’re right it’s absurd that I'm mental
Ill figure it out using math

Mental disorders are all imagination
There’s nothing wrong, just throwing a fit
I'll suck it up and get stronger
And tomorrow be so done with 'it'

I mean come on the monsters can't be real
It’s silly and childish no doubt
I'm so glad you sat here to help me
But next time I'll just do without.

No worries I won't cry on your shoulder
Its over I'm all right once more
You’re right I'm so glad I have you
That’s what your 'friendship' is for.
Hey y'all! So I've been toying with the thought of deleting this account that I've had for over 6 years. The concept of which, is I want to redo old poems, fix grammatical errors, and simply attempt the idea of literature freshly, like when I was bright eyed and bushy tailed those 6 years ago. I have new poems in store, some darker and some sillier. What are y'all thoughts behind this? 

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miyu713
Meli
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
So I'm Meli. :)

Im not really too artisitc but that doesnt stop me from coming on here and admiring artists for how talented they are.

For example :iconbleedthedream180: <3 Sometimes I will post things but for the most part it is really random.

ummm yea, I am terrible at writing about myself. XD its a learn as you go process.

Personal Quote: "smile when your heart is aching, smile even though its breaking."
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Size-And-Stupidity Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2015  Professional Artist
Thank you for the fave and the watch!
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miyu713 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
of course! <3 
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KinomiyaChan Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
both michan & karichan have come back to life on dA owo lol
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aalie Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday!!! :cake: :airborne: :happybounce:: :party:
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miyu713 Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank youuu
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