What do you dream?She's dreaming of flowers and dresses in whiteWhat do you dream? by miyu713
while I thinking of shadows
and caskets closed tight.
She's dancing with angels
and singing her glee
while I'm choking on sorrow
and refusing to breathe
Through ballads of splendor
and bouquets of roses
I'm counting the pills
and doubling doses
She’s picked all the place mats and picked out a day
I'm counting down minutes till I'm finally 'ok'
She waits for the stars and makes dozens of wishes
I'm holding my wrists and counting the stitches
She is such a marvel, a future so bright
I’ll be surprised if I last through the night
She’s smiling for pictures and standing so high
I wonder if she'll even hear my goodbye
She's dreaming of roses
and dressed up in White
I'm finally peaceful with my casket sealed tight.
FreakshowCome one, come allFreakshow by miyu713
Come see this creature on display
Come see her cut herself in half
It's great than what you pay
Come stare at this strange wonder
As she mopes and cries and roars
She won't be here for far too long
her life will go on tour
Just see the beasts strange habits
She'll claw at her own skin
Don't worry she's not contagious
The monsters are safe within
It's fine to crowd you're welcome
It will send her into a whirl
Just poke and prod and do dissect
Into a ball she'll curl
Call her all the names you imagine
I'm sure she's heard them all before
Cut her down to pieces
What else is she here for?
At this grand bazaar of freaks and things
She's my favorite and I'm sure you see why
She thought she could be like a bird
But the dumb thing can not fly.
So step right up sirs and ladies
Don't worry about the pay
Just step up close and stare
At a freak that's on display.
Thanks but NO thanks.Yes I'm reaching out for help.Thanks but NO thanks. by miyu713
I know I have a problem
I understand they're all inside my head
Give me a minute to try to solve them
I get that it’s hard to comprehend.
It’s an issue I'm well aware
And if you know how to fix me
You’re more than welcome to share.
Yes, I can tell I'm not speaking
But my actions should scream louder than words
Don’t mind me while I'm slowly imploding
I'll keep it contained inside my wards
I can tell you're a bit frustrated
I feel for you really I do
As soon as my episode is over
I'll gladly tell you I'm through
I heard that it’s just a silly little phase
A bump along life's long twisting path
You’re right it’s absurd that I'm mental
Ill figure it out using math
Mental disorders are all imagination
There’s nothing wrong, just throwing a fit
I'll suck it up and get stronger
And tomorrow be so done with 'it'
I mean come on the monsters can't be real
It’s silly and childish no doubt
I'm so glad you sat her
CircusThe is a circus in my headCircus by miyu713
With constant BANGS and loud applause
There is a ruckus going through it
That very seldom finds a pause.
There are lions in my noggin,
That roar at all odd hours of the night
There are bears and tigers and many more
Oh truly what a loud and messy sight.
There is a chaos in my membrane
That plays trumpets and drums galore
There is always some tune playing
Inside my head it’s never a bore.
There is a festival in my cranium
With dancers all about!
With clowns and jests and joke around
It sure is lively there is now doubt
There is a carnival inside my crown
who's tall ride and coasters can be scary
they zip up and down and all around
they sure can make one wary
There is a magician inside my dome
Setting rabbits and birds a flutter
And more and more come out his hat
Boy! Inside is sure a clutter!
There is commotion blasting loudly
All the clamor almost makes me weep
There is a circus running in my head
And this, my darling’s, is why I never sleep.
So I'm Meli. |
Im not really too artisitc but that doesnt stop me from coming on here and admiring artists for how talented they are.
For example <3 Sometimes I will post things but for the most part it is really random.
ummm yea, I am terrible at writing about myself. XD its a learn as you go process.
Personal Quote: "smile when your heart is aching, smile even though its breaking."